This is the first day I have struggled since re-starting and its purely because I am feeling low and to be be honest a little bit lonely. My neice and nephews are visiting from the USA for just over a month and nanny and granddad are determined that my daughter spends as much time with them as possible.
This is on top of me recently having a heavy workload so they have been minding her for a couple of days a week already, the days she is not at nursery, hence I feel like we are not getting much time together at all at the moment and how can I refuse her time with her cousins, she loves playing with them so much.
As well as that, being self-employed can be a little lonely anyway so here I am chatting to well.... basically.... my computer. I haven't spoken to anybody else all day and the little she-devil in my head is taking the opportunity to make herself heard.
This morning I have already eaten a ww oaty bar and a ww caramel whip (it's a good job I have some in the cupboard else who knows what I would have scoffed!). By blogging here I am hoping that it will give me some determination not to eat anything else today that is not in my plan.
I am now trying to invoke the angel iny my head to fight the evil lady!
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